on this day 10 years ago, we lost the first aid competition as the NA team. that 2 weeks following the loss, came alot of unforgettable pain and sorrow.

some 4 months later on the 2nd july 2002, i met someone called huiying.

Happy Birthday girl :)

to our decade-long friendship and beyond <3

feeling quiet tonight.


Lea Michelle - Auld Lang Syne

Osama bin Laden is dead, Obama Speech at White House

COME MAKE PINK DOT: 18 JUNE 2011!

 

this is self-explanatory. we do rub shoulders, and we do have disagreements. but we've never stopped loving each other. and i almost cannot imagine us ever not loving each other anymore. this friendship, its marked; 11 years and counting. maybe we don't even have to count anymore, if you get what i mean.

this trip we made, our friendships' surely deepened. we let down our guards and presented to each other the most raw and real sides of ourselves. the monstrous eating, the burping and farting in each others' faces, the sprawling across the bed in a linen bag, the puking and cleaning the puke, the laying in bed half naked or the discussion of unequal boob size because we know we wouldn't judge each other.

we were made for each other.

                                 very random i know, but i need to share this: cats sun-bathing. hahahaha,

my xiao guas who keep me busy with all the checking on their food dispenser and attempting to lure them with food to keep them in when i go to work, the running after them to peel toilet paper off their paws and then realising stunningly in the night that they've bitten through the new pack of toilet rolls and have been having a blast tearing the rolls apart, the trying to outrun them when they spot an insect or if i dont, then the having to dispose the insect after. but they make me smile everyday. :)

every bonus, an amigo will treat the rest of the amigos to a meal.
and after close to 11 years, a saturday meet up with the amigos is still what keeps me going for the week.
i still get very excited meeting them.
we still park downstairs and talk endlessly at the end of every night.

they still love me despite knowing how much i hate bathing, and how often i suggest that we all not bathe.

and i used to think 'forever' behind any word was cheesy.
maybe forever isn't enough anymore.

pink dot 2009.

the gender, is really just secondary. if only people could believe in "it so happens".

Happiness is a form of courage.

                                                         Ellen, Portia, and their mums.